You Know You LOVE ME...

2012-02-13T17:30:00.002+08:00

FUCKING CHEEBAI MY PIX ALL GONE KANNINA STUPID BLOG FUCK LAA!! YOU FUCKER! AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS THANK AH MOTHERFUCKER!!! MADE MY LIFE MISERABLE FUCKIN SIA FUCK YOUR IDIOTIC LIFE! PHUAANENEE!!! UPLOAD PIX TOOK FUCKIN WHOLE OF MY TIME AND FUCKIN DO THIS TO ME!! URGGHHh!!!!! FO!

Appointment with Mama?!!

2011-10-10T18:56:00.006+08:00

I freaked out when I read his text last Friday 7Oct 1449hrs,
"My mom wants to make appointment with your mum" !
He freaked me out! I was wondering whats all that about and I thot i cudn't wait to get over that feeling. Found out its strictly business! Well, it may convert to other things too right... O.o? kBye! Hahh!

He brought me somewhere no one yet discover and its so romantic to only have us and the security on that side island garden! Chey!!=))

You know I want the best from you, xoxo <3

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~Hakuna Matata~ & iRIP

2011-10-07T01:10:00.016+08:00

::4th October 2011 - Tuesday, 8pm::

::Disney's Lion King @ Sands Theatre Marina Bay Sands::

Complimentary 4 tix! =)

Mum, Syima, Me, Syed!

Mama knows how to camwhore =D

Behind two extras, Shahira's fren. hehe

I'm glad that they enjoy the show, eventho' theres some mistakes but its still awesome. So the show finally will come to an end this month after 6 months of them doin the same thing almost everyday! And the new show WICKED coming out on December. Can't wait!

this boy, he do this handshake kinda thing with one of the crew, wahh ader members from Africa! tak bilang pun =D Hehee.. He's still the best thing that ever happen. <3

ShyBoy to mama, step busy eh tk dtg rumah for raya o.O?

Cute la you, xoxo

Ouh btw, Steve Jobs (APPLE Co-Founder) died like yesterday due to Cancer. He's only 56.

He changed the way how we see in this world thru' technology.

Great person he is, iRIP.

iPhone 4S coming out this month, will there be more since you been gone?

Gotta watch my GoSSIP GIRLS season 5 now, kBye!

Raya @ JB

2011-09-17T20:41:00.001+08:00

Hi! It took me a heartbreakin situation to upload this year's Festive pix without you

Mum had been askin why aren't you here for Raya,

and i said; coz your angry with Me.

I know I'm wrong. What can I do to make you forgive Me.

What can I do to gain back the Trust that I've lost?

How much I Miss you that it had been 2weeks since I last heard from you.

My heart yearns for You, only YOU!

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I took leave on 10Sept thinkin I cud go Raya-ing with you but since we don't talk, I followed them to

JB - Kota Tinggi & Austin & Senibong.

Awesome house to have below, coz they have a backdoor and i can invite my friends over without having them to go thru the frontdoor. Hehh.. O.o?

Datin Wan-Abe!

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Extra pix

No mood, k bye!

Eid Mubarak 2011

2011-09-13T22:14:00.001+08:00

~Eid Raya, 30 Aug 2011~

Life doesn't always go our ways, but I'm bliss to have this kinda family with Me.

Its an additional one, with the new Bro-in-Law - Elyas.

He's such a supportive person, i must say. He cares.

So this Raya was almost the same, but One thing that touched Me was when we visited NekYang(Great-GrandMa) She stayed at NekLong's house YewTee for the day. She seems happy. AtukHamid too seems happy, he always have that mindset that he won't ever see us the following year. But Alhamdulillah till now and more years to come InsyAllah.

~First Day ~

Yayy~ Got GreenPax from Bro!

And I asked them to go lower then Me =)

~Legally First Raya~

Meera pakai CILAKK-ah!!

This is at BikYah house-Elyas auntie

Hehe, Cute ryte..

We Can See Syima in the future.. hehh..

~This is on the Saturday, 3rd Sept~

As u can see, I'm in YELLOW like AgAiN! =D

Model tk jadi..

KakNurul

~Along Camouflage in Blue~

Momot follow Abg Raya!

Then Jumped from the 19 Floor, Nahh..kidding.

We finished it all =))

GORGEOUS isn't SHE?!

Below are our tkJdi Pose, due to photographer: Saifudin Ali

Then we had BoneSteak! Yummy! @AyerRaja foodcourt

Then we went to the 333 house at ChinaTown #07-33, its just cool to stay in the CBD area, expensive!

My Both Atuks <3

Shall continue again the following week, to JB!

He's not around this time. Haish~

I know its bad, He's Mean. He can't forgive me for the One thing I did =(

i feel the hurt just killing me softly while I'm talkin to the moon.

GoodNytez Love, IMY Syed <3

Ben&Jerry's Love.

2011-08-06T18:17:00.001+08:00

Tell me who doesn't like iceCream? Yummy! With caramel topping plus sprinkles ~Oouhhlalaa~

Special thanks to Benson, his PO mate whom I booked room under friends & family rate for. Atleast there's sense of appreciation.
$20 voucher!

Wahh this Syed good life la happy2 tumpang my share!

Where's my Necklace? You promise.... =(( sad uh bye!

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KL285 Adrenaline Rush pt.II

2011-06-01T22:30:00.002+08:00

2nd Adrenaline Ride, One Nyte trip to K.L.

Haya~2xFazer~Orange don'tKnow Bike~KR

It was a week to Along's wedding. Never thot I wud follow. That night before i packed my stuffs and we set off journey at 4am, Saturday.

It rained heavily like 6+am, and shined and rain, and Rainbow... =)

Doa Mau Lebih ok!

On my mind was thinking bout Home, of coz I scared but I'm glad i follow.

I Love Adrenaline Ride, i just have to trust Syed 100% as his pillion.

The Rainbow made my morning and faith.

Check-in at Hotel Rae, Bukit Bintang.

Rest for the afternoon, walked abit around town.

Rest for the evening, went to Setapak, Danau Kota.

Watch Hitler before sleep. Hehh..

Nabil So Cute. Oink!

Breakfast sleep, pack, afternoon set journey Home!~

=)) ♥ <3 ♥

THis pocket monkey super cute!

i wish i can bring back and keep one as pet!

It only cost 300Ringgit!!!

Alhamdulillah we reached SG 8pm.

Home Sweet Gracious!

FB~ Bailey's Bali 12Jan11 Solo

2011-05-04T18:10:00.001+08:00

BALI - Kuta

~12Jan 2Nytez2Days~

KakTasha,Husband, Dian, Isnin.

Flight+Accomodation $300

Spent $200.

Short Getaway with Colleagues before change of schedule.

Walked by the beach in the AM and evening alone.

Step Emo remove Stress, Haha.

So i've travel KL & Bali by myself huh!

Paris, Next?

But Baby, If only you are with me.

::Much Love::

::Poppies Lane::

Discovery Shopping Mall

DeKuta Hotel

Tune

Awesome Pizza! Rosso Vivo

Self-Timer =))

Chill before my Flight Back...

Where can I bring you...

xoxo

FB - HawTSeXY DirtYRiDin' with Awesomest!!

2011-03-30T16:12:00.047+08:00

4Jan~ Super Hawt Sunny Pengerang...

Let the pix do the talking aitez. Awesome adventure, tiring day, Great Memories!

Firdaus fell into the parit at a T-junction, he was carrying a bagpack with our valuable items.

HTC survived, iPhone4 dead. Hehee.. Okay, Enjoy the PiXx! =) KTM <3

Too much Patience!

2011-03-27T00:12:00.001+08:00

I miss those times when there was You & I.
I miss those days when we spend all day.
I miss those place where we used to chill.
I miss the person who always made my day.

Maybe the effort made wasn't that strong or maybe the effort wasn't there at all. I'm tired with all these things, why can't I just get away. And Why can't He appreciate & see the way I did?

How can One walk away from something and still come back to it? They say even the proudest spirit can be broken with Love.

>Dear GOD, this life you gave is the greatest gift anyone cud have never ask again. You are capable of all things happening or had happened. But hey, I really do wana be Loved. I need someone who'll be by my side, someone who understands & who nvr let me be alone. You know I Love S so much. But why is he doing this to me til now. If we were nvr meant for each other, can you please open up my heart again. I forgot how it feels like to fall in Love. My heart is so numb, I nvr wana go thru all this forever. How much patience do you still want me to be, how much patience in me left. I have nothin else to say.
>Dear GOD, if ever you want Me back, please give me the chance to fulfill the 5things I need to do in Life.
>Dear GOD, why do these tears have to fall right now?

You know I Love S, but does He? ~Good night, Love ♡.
~xoxo~

Pix : 2006?

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Coz it's FiZzSpaDe Twenty1st!!~

2010-12-30T23:53:00.001+08:00

Dear GOD, may 2011 be a significant year for Me as well as my Love Ones. TwentyOne Years have gone yet there's loads of time for new experiences. Bless us with your Almighty strength, Love, Care, Health, Wealth and all. Amin

Greetings!

Marina Bay Sands with the family on 17-19Dec for my TwentyFirst!

It was a weekend "getaway" in Singapore for my Birthday with the whole family!

LOVE IT!!

Words can't describe how thankful I am to have these people in my Lyfe.

Thru mountain high and rock bottom sea, here I am. Being Myself and that NO ONE can afford being Me. I didn't say its perfect but I work it out to make it feels so. Well, do anyone know how hard it could be, fightin for what's right and what's wrong? You've got to earn it, major TRUST, major scar from experience. Worth IT??

~xoxo~

Sis with her Banana...ooouuu...

Happiest Bro on earth goin MBS!

Lil' sis&bro...
In the Train with the oldy..
Finally, destination reach!
Mammy Jeeja.

Checkin In @ TowerIII
Goin up to the room...
Level 44~~Cloudy Friday~
Tk sempat ltk beg take pix first!
Five of US~
Mot not counted. -.-"

Camera-ing In the bathroom~

Grand Opening~

Them Siblings~ Miss Nur Hafizah~The Club at Marina Bay x2 connectin room.

Excited to strip off at Infinity~

Act tai tai~
Busuk face sia syrim~Infinity in the pool~Cheese!Awesome view~Suntanning~Mum didn't let us go to the edge. she scared we might fall. but Mum! there's a ledge down and banglas are walking. hehe.. She even wana take the lifeguard's whistle.

She can take over him, but she's not qualified swimmer. =D Birthday Woman-to-be.

This was after the security went up to open up the next door which was locked by abang by the inside and Sis closin the connectin door. haha.. kecoh!

Nytetyme, cuzzies, aunts, uncles, Grandparents.

Maintainin the face of excitedness~

Shoppes at Marina Bay~

Mana2 muke dier, sibukk~
~Below are pix taken when all are asleep and only the girls were awake.

"Champagne"Hangover"

"Hallway"Bathroom"

Below pix was at the lift lobby! We took pillows and lie down there. haha.

So much of wantin City View..

Let us start the Champagne!

Guess what time we slept?

4am, and we woke up at 10am to SWIM!!! Garden View by the Bay~

Bathrobe~

SkyScrappers

SitiNurAkasyah~Mohd Saifudin~
Nur Hasyimah~Nur Adilah~

FizzSpade 21~ Jacuzzi~Luqmann Halim~

Three Minahs.. haha or Musketeers?

Bro & Cik Min~ When can I go KuDeTa?

Act Bikini babe la~

Afta swim, bathtub party. hahaa, watch below!~

All Lepak, squeeze ladies~

Lunch time! Three Ali's Ladies~

I remember 18Dec was Michelle Kwan skating event, and that premier advantages are invited. Fuh! Casino Rervations effort!~

YSL Mannequin~Jump!! @ Helix Bridge~

So the High Skool Musical~

Rawr~Sexy Pinky Zebra Shades!

~Thank GOD for this TwentyONE years & goin~

Sadly, the Museum was on fire that evening~

As you can see, these two girls act like as if they belong to the family behind,

"Justin Bieber" haha

Had our Lunch @ LongJohnSilver Marina Square!

Bros before hoes..

NurulHuda~Shy only take pix!

Peace Baby, Peace~!

One time for the Flyer, rmber Nabil? 2007? 2008?

Paparazzi~

SkyPark Observation Deck~

Much Scrambler, i want mine SOON!!~

Or Maybe...a hawtSexy Ride??

Bro with Nieces ^^

Lion King vs. Zebra Queen

Daniel Irfan~

Best People~

Tag team match! Daniel stealing the cap! haha, cute~

Future Bro-in-Law (BIL)But i have my Bil alr, Nabil. hmm ~>

Ok,ok. I fetched this girL at town and she bought for me Cake! Nice!
So there we were, counting down to my Awesomest TwentyOne Birthday Bash One in a LyfetYme thing at MBS. Sang birthday songs in all kind of language. One of the things i wished that nyte was to have You there SMN. I know your workin, you're always a part of me, My Heart! ~

I waited til exact 0000hour 1912 just to have my wishes and candles blown~

Cuttin the cake for the 21x~

Birthday GirL just turned legal~~ Mum&Dad ~

The end of the nyte, but its still my Birthday tho~

BELOW are Pix where i put it together! JUMP SHOTS!

One of our most favourite Pose~

That's all for my Birthday with the family, there's more with the frens & Syed.

May GOD bless you guys with peace, prosperity, health & wealth!

~xoxo~

i Love my Twenty-1st part2, Thankx Sayangs!

2010-12-30T23:23:00.005+08:00

So this is the continuation for my TwentyFirst! on the actual day! ~ 191210

After checkinOut from MBS, Zelly & Me went to meet Marie @ DBbistro. Prezzie!! She passed me my prezzie for a while since she was working then we drove to Studio M. Hotel! Invited a few friends over but only SyeD's friends came with couples & singles. Well, the thots that counts - I received loads of well wishes thru FB & SMSes. Thank You! you're way far too kind ^^

So yeah, MeZellyFirhan were there first while waiting for Syed to come over from his Colleague's wedding. Happy girl sey when he came, i saw the big whiteGreen paperbag which has KATE SPADE on it! huhu~ and big box of TheRoyals cake! ~Can't Wait! CAN'T WAIT!!!

~Thankx Kak for the Mug, Perfume(silkyGirl) & Cadbury!!

~ @StudioM.Hotel 8.59

~ i Love Self-Timer ^^

~Nice view~

~I sneaked the cake, hehe. Guess what he wrote!

~ He stunt on the bed upon reaching

~ SMN ~

~View from the 2nd storey, 8.5

~ Bcoz Fiza like this Way ~

~Balloon Pumpin~

~Bcoz Firhan scared BIG Balloon =D

~ Stress siol Firhan, hehe. Police Officers...

~ Favorite & ongoing...

~ I peep in the KATE SPADE bag & saw a dress!

~ METAL MULISHA! & straight away change to it =))

~ Lurve itt sey! $70+ i saw at kedai...hehe

~ in the lift, going down to fetch Haapis...

~Taadaa, da potong rambut sey!! Wootz~

~View from the Top

~Drive out to buy foods~

~After that come back then post la with new prezzie!!

~ taa-daaa!! ~ LIKE!

~ yours truly, SMN.

~Siti & Lukman

~Birthday Lady =))

~& her Royals Cake!

~Deciding what to wish...

~Finally!

~Cut Ceremony, hehe

~Smooth & silky air ;p

~What soo funny uh boy?

~Killing the cake softly..

~Then Nabil came to rescue, Police mah!

~My Part

~Siti: urmm...Sedap!

~Zelly: Arhhmmm...Sedap!!

~Me: Oouhh-laa-laa...

~Ann (Nurul)

~Syed & Madi (McD)

~Mohd & Syikin

~Mr.Firdaus

~My Favourite Boy!

~My Favourite Girl & BF

~His Friends

~Step malu la tpi kat blkng tu nk jgk! hee

~My All Prezzie.

~Birthday music card From Ann & Madi

~opening up the present which is...

~Accesories holder sofa

~From Firdaus, which is...

~Victoria Secret perfume! Sexy!

~From Syikin & Mamat, GUESS bracelet.

but i lost it somewhere along the road ='''((

~Next, From Siti & Lukiee.

~ 1) NewLook Shoe,

~ 2) Newlook Bracelet,

~ 3) A birthday card,

4) NewLook Voucher,

~ 5) AND, NewLook ShawL!

Thankz soo much!!!

~ Last but not least, yeah!!

Don't forget! KATE SPADE sioll!!!

So yes, end of 19 Dec 10. Went on pretty smoothly but actually got a bit pissed off when he tried to sabo me with the cake. Ya, coz I was wearing my NEWLY Metal Mulisha Dress and I don't want to get it all dirty & stuff. Got up the room and wash myself up. They wana continue but i don't have that much energy from all those days of staying up late. I rest in the room alone while they chilled. He sent the car and came with R6. The morning after he was by my side =))

xoxo

~Doing my FireBall

~Breakfast..

~ Opening prezzie from Nenek! Hamper sey!

~This is a present for myself! Love IT!!

MBS GLitz&GLamouR

2010-12-25T15:47:00.005+08:00

MBS first Dinner & Dance 2010.

Also my first Dinner & Dance by the company.

16 Dec, i took urgent leave since i work 10-8 on that day. Lazy lor!

Some more next day i Off followed by One day leave + two days off!

TWENTY 1st Birthday mah! ^^

So Huda fetched me from home by cab & Wany. Reached there early evening and meet the others. Awesome place but its not carpeted. Food was deliciaso! The crowd? Ok lah china ppl alot and banglas! haha. We stayed till finish at 10.30pm. Dancefloor was merepek. BOO!!

Ian Tan, one of the managers in Casino Reservations.

Thomas & King (Museum)

My signature camera position! =))

Shirley & Fiza Meow

Esther iduncarewhatever! haha FB name

Thomas Arasi (da quit da ni org!)

Jonathan Vista (Weekly Pulse)

Express Service (PSA)

Sherman!

SusiE & Bernise

Omar (Hotel REsv)

Jazli (Hotel Resv)

APEK

That's all. Next day, family day at MBS 3days 2 nytes =))

I spoilt myself. ANw, Shayang SMN! hehh

Again, Advance Birthday For ME!! 21st!!

xxxoooxxx

Countdown to bits...last 10 Days..

2010-12-09T18:15:00.001+08:00

The day that I've been waiting is coming to an end. Would it be like how I expect, different as plan or way much better? Sometimes its better to follow with the flow. I dun wan disappointments to outcome everyone including Me, forever Twenty-1 gona-be,on that very day. Now everyone is looking forward for it, as I planned a marvelous place to chill out. For every thing that will happen on that day, let's share the joy & happiness together =)

Love you guys to bits & pieces!
~xoxo~

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Twenty Third by SYED

2010-11-10T01:19:00.001+08:00

Its the time of the year again, where SMN grows a year older, and wiser.

Finally I managed to plan something out and it turns out pretty Smooth like a criminal with the awesome ppl around. Me & Birthday boy went out for a movie date "Due Date" at Marina Square. Asked Hafiz & Firdaus to check-in and decorate a bit in the room, filled up with balloons. When we came over at Marina Bay Sands, these two were half naked. They thot I do not have access to the room. Haha. So he was nervous, i tynk. We chilled a bit and took his cake at Tampines. Took the car and Valet parked it. Chey^^ like org very the kaya laa action only one day. T1#2977

Brought the cake up the Infinity Pool and pixXxx...

~MY Birthday MAN!~

~Ladies of the Nyte~

~SWEET Memory~

.This is the toilet part. remember?

~huhu! Kena campak kat bathtub! Tu la org suru swim tanak!~

The pixx below is the opening present time!

~Lurvee ITT!~

So i bought him Everlast jacket, ZooYork Tee,

Siti&Man ~ Cool Slipper

Mohd&Syikin ~ Levi's wallet

Fir&Fiz ~ Hayabusa Miniature & R6 keychain!

haha.. epic sia Haya! Amek Kau!!

Well-planned you guys!

& wah this year bynk present jugak!

~i Love You Billy!~

.OopsyDaisy.

.AWESOME People I ever Meet.xoxo.

-.The end.-

Below are the pix wiF the T.M.L ladies, early check in @1000 after night shift and TDR after that! I went back and slept for only half hour then meet The Birthday Man! ^^

God knows How much I Love.

And Ayah's birthday was the next day! Happy 51st Dad! We love you, and i bought for you Everlast too! with your name with it, Ali. From us all.

i thank GOD to have me Met up with those i now know, tiL eternity let them stay with us. Dear God, may you bless this two whom I love and the rest in the list too. May they live life with Love around and May I find Happiness in Myself. Thanks!

xoxo

A month time..

2010-10-09T07:58:00.004+08:00

One more month till it gets November 09.. that means.. Urgh! I've got not much time! I have no idea what to get him a present!

~It's SMN's TWENTY-3rd!!!~

What do he really want, or shud I say "need"? Hayabusa?! Haha.. if only he's "guarenteed-wif CC details" meant for me, I shall consider. Or maybe, shud he buy now and I help pay a bit monthly? I duno.. For now, Wth do you want darling..?

You shud alr know I will be there, thru anger or heartbroken still. Knowing you for almost 6years is freaking short. Will we be by our side in many2 times to come? *only HE knows*
For now, you take Good care on the road to Sepang. May you have fun riding with R6 & frens =) AND, dun forget my GP landyard. hehe..*PS*: Anyone wana join me for his "miniBash" celebration on the world largest swimming pool on the skydeck, why not? Make urself available on 8Nov..counting down to 0000 midnyte!

~Love FizAaa!